(Update: Link removed)

Another roller coaster of a night. After everything sets in, I’ll post my thoughts.

For those of you who had no idea, here is what I was going through. That’s right, the infamous private blog is being made public. I don’t know why I decided to do it in the first place, or why I’m making it public now, but whoever is interested, it’s there. You may notice it’s definitely more than 6 months old. I’ve needed this outlet 2 years ago and it has helped me out. If I didn’t have anyone to talk to, blogger would listen. And this is not to say I was hiding shit. Because I had NOTHING to hide.

The ultimate reason why this is being made public is because she had NO idea what was going on in my head. That is my fatal flaw. Communication. Well, here is everything I wanted to tell you but couldn’t. Here is everything that I was feeling, but didn’t grow the balls to tell you. Here it is. I feel I should let you know. Good bye.

Posted on July 21, 2005 in Uncategorized.